Room Of Tragic Love

Last Wednesday till Friday, 26-28th of October, all my friend and i went to a camp with school. We stayed in Wisma Pendawa, Ciloto, Puncak. Every 4 people stayed in 1 room. Me and 3 others stayed in Nakula 13 . It's our historical room. In that room we laugh together, we cry together and we shared story together... that's what girls do when they're tegoether, right? haha feels like i wanna go back to that time~

Some photos of Singapore and Malaysia

that's just a little bit of them... 

if you wanna see the complete one..

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Idul Fitri Holiday

This year idul fitri holiday was totally exciting! my family and i went to Singapore and Malaysia..

First, we went to Singapore. We went there on 1st of September. We stayed in Grand Central Hotel for 2 days. We went to many places in Singapore, like China Town, Haw Par Villa, Universal Studio Singapore, Sentosa Island, and many more. We also saw 'Songs of the Sea'. That show was totally amazing!

Second, we went to Malaysia. We went there by bus from Singapore.. it takes about 6 hours. We went to Kuala Lumpur and Genting. In KL we stayed at Radius International Hotel Kuala Lumpur. it placed near Bukit Bintang. We did the city our in KL. we went to Chocolate Boutique, Istana Negara, Pasar Seni, China Town, Twin tower, etc. We stayed in KL for 2 days than we go to Genting. In Genting, we stayed in  First World Hotel and Plaza. That place was really great. it has plaza beside the hotel so if we wanted to hang out,it would be near. At the plaza, it has about 2 or 3 casino in it. it also has many restaurant, shop, and games in it. So sad, we just stayed there of 1 day.


After that, we went home with the happy feeling cause all of us was really excited on this holiday! XD

Dilemma...

dilemma is a position where we are between two difficult choices .. similar to what I'm experiencing now ..
Currently I really was in a confusing choice between the two .. on the one hand I love the one who is not approved by my mother, but she also likes someone else .. other hand I have listened to my mom says to stay away from him ..
This is really a difficult choice for me .. Which should I choose?

Everybody In Love - JLS

Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up
If you’re in love, put your hands up hand up

You know you need someone
When the need’s so strong
When they’re gone you don’t know how to go on
So the whole world is stuck in a moment
Standing still until they come back

You accept that they’ve, got things to do
But sometimes in the end there’s nothing left for you
If hurt is missing your baby
I’ve done too much of it lately

Cuz' every minutes like an hour
Every hours like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am i gonna do
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
what else could it be missing so deep
long as I’m where you’re going to
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you

And even when we mad, and say we’re through
Deep inside you feel the same way i do
Might as well turn around and just end this
Cause it’s harder tryin' to stay mad
I could tell you that you can’t stay here
Knowing just as soon as you disappear
That I’ll be missing you baby
Soon as you get up and you walk away

Every minutes like an hour
Every hours like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am i gonna do
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
what else could it be missing you so deep
long as I’m where you’re going to
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you

Everybody in love
Go put your hands up
Everybody in love
Go put your hands up
Everybody in love
Go put your hands up
If you’re in love
Put your hands up
Everybody in love
Go put your hands up
Everybody in love
Go put your hands up
Everybody in love
Go put your hands up
If your in love
Put your hands up

Every minutes like an hour
Every hours like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am i gonna do
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
what else could it be missing you so deep
long as I’m where you’re going to
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you!

Eyes Wide Shut - JLS

They say that some things are too good to be true
But I just hope they ain't talking about you
I heard that everything must come to an end  
But I just can't imagine me without you, me without you
Don't tell me I'm dreamin' 'cause if I've been dreamin'
I don't ever wanna wake up
So in love with this feelin', tonight I'll be sleepin'  
Sleepin' with my eyes wide shut
'Cause I don't wanna wake up, wake up, wake up
I don't wanna wake up, wake up, wake up  
So in love with this feelin', tonight I'll be sleepin'  
Sleepin' with my eyes wide shut

Out of sight, they say out of mind  
But your image will remain 'til the end of time
I'm strong but hearts are easy to break
Don't wanna fall if there ain't no one to catch me  
Me without you, me without you
Oh, I don't ever wanna wake up
Don't tell me I'm dreamin' 'cause if I've been dreamin'
I don't ever wanna wake up
So in love with this feelin', tonight I'll be sleepin'  
Sleepin' with my eyes wide shut
'Cause I don't wanna wake up, wake up, wake up
I don't wanna wake up, wake up, wake up  
So in love with this feelin', tonight I'll be sleepin'  
Sleepin' with my eyes wide shut
And I don't wanna get out of bed If I could rearrange the alphabet It would be U, I, JLS, BA to JFK, LAX
Yeah, we's the match made Got me looking forward to you like a Saturday Babe, tonight's bright, also got my Ray Bans on And my eyes wide shut
Everybody, everywhere, throw your hands in the air
Say yeah, say yeah, yeah, yeah  
Go on put your hands high, feelin' sleepy tonight  
Say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Tonight I'll be sleeping
Don't tell me I'm dreamin' 'cause if I've been dreamin' I don't ever wanna wake up
So in love with this feelin', tonight I'll be sleepin' Sleepin' with my eyes wide shut
'Cause I don't wanna wake up, wake up, wake up
I don't wanna wake up, wake up, wake up
So in love with this feelin', tonight I'll be sleepin' Sleepin' with my eyes wide shut Oh, no, no, no
Everybody, everywhere, throw your hands in the air  
Say yeah, say yeah, yeah, yeah
Go on put your hands high, feelin' sleepy tonight  
Say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Enchanted - Taylor Swift

There I was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old, tired place lonely place
Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?" across the room, your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up, 2 a.m., who do you love?
I wonder 'til I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say

It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that

This was the very first page, not where the storyline ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Haunted - Taylor Swift

You and I walk a fragile line

I have known it all this time

But I never thought I'd live to see it break

It's getting dark, and it's all too quiet

And I can't trust anything now

And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake

Oh, I'm holding my breath

Won't lose you again

Something's made your eyes go cold

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out

Something's gone terribly wrong

You're all I wanted

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out

Can't breathe whenever you're gone

Can't turn back now, I'm haunted

Stood there and watched you walk away

From everything we had

But I still mean every word I said to you

He would try to take away my pain

And he just might make me smile

But the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead

Oh, I'm holding my breath

Won't see you again

Something keeps me holding on to nothing

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out

Something's gone terribly wrong

You're all I wanted

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out

Can't breathe whenever you're gone

Can't turn back now, I'm haunted

I know, I know

I just know

You're not gone

You can't be gone, no

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out

Something's gone terribly wrong

Won't finish what you started

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out

Can't breathe whenever you're gone

Can't go back, I'm haunted

You and I walk a fragile line

I have known it all this time

Never ever thought I'd see it break

Never thought I'd see it

Innocent - Taylor Swift

I guess you really did it this time
Left yourself in your warpath
Lost your balance on a tightrope
Lost your mind tryin' to get it back

Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days?
Always a bigger bed to crawl into
Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything
And everybody believed in you?

It's alright, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been.
You're still an innocent,
You're still an innocent.

Did some things you can't speak of
But at night you live it all again
You wouldn't be shattered on the floor now
If only you would seen what you know now then

Wasn't it easier in your firefly-catchin' days?
When everything out of reach, someone bigger brought down to you
Wasn't it beautiful runnin' wild 'til you fell asleep
Before the monsters caught up to you?

It's alright, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent
It's okay, life is a tough crowd
32, and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did.
You're still an innocent.

Time turns flames to embers
You'll have new Septembers
Every one of us has messed up too
Lives change like the weather
I hope you remember
Today is never too late to be brand new

It's alright, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent.
It's okay, life is a tough crowd
32, and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent.
You're still an innocent.

Lost your balance on a tightrope.
It's never too late to get it back.

Speak Now - Taylor Swift

I'm not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white vail occasion
And you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

I sneak in and see your friends
And her snotty little family
All dressed in pastel

And she is yelling at a bridesmaid
Somewhere back inside a room
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry

This is surely not
What you thought it would be
And I lose myself in a daydream
Where I stand and say

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said "speak now"

Fond gestures are exchanged
And the organ starts to play
A song that sounds like a death march

And I am hiding in the curtains
It seems that I was uninvited
By your lovely bride-to-be

She floats down the aisle
Like a pageant queen.
But I know you wish it was me
You wish it was me (Don't you?)

So Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said "speak now"

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
Your time is running out
And they said, "speak now"

Oh Oh Oh! La La La( said speak now.... )

I hear the preacher say
"Speak now or forever ho-old your pea-ea-ea-eace
There's the silence, there's my last chance
I stand up with shaking hands, all eyes on me

Horrified looks from
Everyone in the room
But I'm only looking at you.

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white vail occasion
And you are NOT the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl!

( Ha! )

So don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said, "speak now"

And you Say
Let's run away now
I'll meet you when
I'm out of my tux at the back door

Baby, I didn't say my vows
So glad you were around when they said
"Speak now"

Back To December - Taylor Swift

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

I'd Lie - Taylor Swift

I don't think that passenger seat

Has ever looked this good to me

He tells me about his night

And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love he swears

As he runs his fingers through his hair

I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong

And I don't think it ever crossed his mind

He tells a joke I fake a smile

That I know all his favorite songs and

I could tell you his favorite colors green

He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth

His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes

And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

He looks around the room

Innocently overlooks the truth

Shouldn't a light go on?

Doesn't he know I've had him memorized for so long?

He sees everything black and white

Never let nobody see him cry

I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

I could tell you his favorite colors green

He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth

His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes

And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

He stands there then walks away

My God, if I could only say

I'm holding every breathe for you

He'd never tell you but he can play guitar

I think he can see through everything but my heart

First thought when I wake up is, "My god, he's beautiful"

So I put on my make up and pray for a miracle

Yes, I could tell you his favorite colors green

He loves to argue oh and it kills me

His sisters beautiful he has his father's eyes

And if you asked me if I love him

If you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

Last Christmas - Taylor Swift

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me, baby, do you recognize me?
Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

Merry Christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying, "I love you", I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

A crowded room and friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My God, I thought you were someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A girl undercover but you tore her apart
Maybe this year, maybe this year
I'll give it to someone special

'Cause last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

And last Christmas
And this year won't be anything like
Anything like

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
And this year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Go On Girl - Ne Yo

[V1:]
I cant get it back, but
I dont want it back, i
Realized that,
She dont know how to act
Never been a dumb dude
No im not dense
I Just had a slight lack
Of common sense
I was the good guy
She was the bad girl
Im thinking one girl
She thinking me, earl james and jimmy
Yep she had plenty
But love for me, she didnt have any

I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see im strong
Wont take me long for me to move on

[Hook:]
Please dont worry bout me im fine
(Please dont worry bout me im fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl

[V2:]
I cant get it back, but
I dont want it back, i
Realized that,
She dont know how to act
Tried to settle down and look what I get
Thought it was my time, but I guess not yet
She at the bar getting drinks from many men
Im in the house, thinking shes with her girlfriends
Trust not knowing, truly not knowing
I look back now like, man, I was open

I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see im strong
Wont take me long for me to move on

[Hook:]
Please dont worry bout me im fine
(Please dont worry bout me im fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl

[Bridge]
The mistake i made is clear
(we never shoulda been together)
Thats the reason youre not here
(I know that I can do much better)
Not a single salty tear
Not a feeling in my chest
Baby im feeling no stress
Im too fly to be depressed

Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on Girl

[Hook:]
Please dont worry bout me im fine
(Please dont worry bout me im fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl

Be On You - Ne Yo ft. Florida

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh yeah yeah yeah

Ne-Yo

I said excuse me little mama if I may
Take this thought and send it your way
And if you don’t like that, then send it right back,
But I just gotta say
I wanna be on you (on you)
I wanna be on you (on you)
And if you don’t like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say, I just gotta say

Flo Rida

Hey, shawty with no limits, that’s what I need all the time,
I’m wit with with it, she with it, she not sure she put it down
Come get get get it, the business, I hi hit it, whose is it
The Benz with the windows tinted, oh I get dirty south

Showning, like them grown men, goose patrongen
Let let me go in, sexy moanin, ca catch me jonesin
Let no not ever with this lil mama off schedule
Got me achy, call me papi, hottest I be fly as feathers
But but bout that, sh shawty housed that
you you got that prowl cat
I wanna pop it like ecstasy, pretty face and all that
But what I look for, this gal is hood core
But that is outdoors
Deserve an encore, the definition of a shone

Ne-Yo

I said excuse me little mama if I may
Take this thought and send it your way
And if you don’t like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say
I wanna be on you (on you)
I wanna be on you (on you)
And if you don’t like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say, I just gotta say

Flo Rida

Hey, I’m feeling you girl, wanna get close to you, no doubt
My sister swagger should tell it more
than anything can vouch
Little mama you are what’s inside ghetto
Fine I’ll make you proud
So stuntalicious, I love it, lets at least work something out
Miss thing, million dollar game, coke bottle frame
Make my wall of fame let me know your name
I control the rain I could make it better, matter of fact
I make it weather, stormy weather with this cheddar
All because you hot as ever
if you may lady, let me play baby, make my way baby,
You won’t like it, send it back and its okay baby
You’s a keeper, touch of diva, give me a fever
If I could freak ya, give me the word and I’ll be along

Ne-Yo

I said excuse me little mama if I may
Take this thought and send it your way
And if you don’t like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say
I wanna be on you (on you)
I wanna be on you (on you)
And if you don’t like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say, I just gotta say

Girl let me touch you like nobody can (yeah girl)
Girl let me show you I’m a gentleman (uh huh)
I wanna be the one to hold your hand (oh yeah)
I just wanna be, I just wanna be

Girl let me touch you like nobody can (yeah girl)
I wanna show you I’m a gentleman (uh huh)
Girl let me be the one to hold your hand (oh yeah)
I just wanna be, I just wanna be

I said excuse me little mama if I may
Take this thought and send it your way
And if you don’t like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say
I wanna be on you (on you)
I wanna be on you (on you)
And if you don’t like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say, I just gotta say

I said excuse me little mama if I may
Take this thought and send it your way
And if you don’t like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say
I wanna be on you (on you)
I wanna be on you (on you)
And if you don’t like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say, I just gotta say

“Be on you”, yeah

Never Knew I Needed - Ne Yo

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing, oh yeah

For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh, yeah yeah, ooh, yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh, yeah yeah, ooh, yeah yeah)
For the way you're something that I'd never choose
But at the same time, something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear, I need you here always

My accidental happily
(Ever after)
The way you smile and how you comfort me
(With your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
(When you were here)
You the best thing I never knew I needed
(That I needed)
So now it's so clear, I need you here always
(Now it's so clear)

Who knew that I could be
(Who knew that I could be)
So unexpectedly
(So unexpectedly)
Undeniably happier
Sitting with you right here, right here next to me
Girl, you're the best

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
(Said I needed)
So when you were here I had no idea
(When you were here)
(Said I had no idea)
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
(That I needed)
So now it's so clear I need you here always
(Now it's so clear)
(So clear, so clear, I need you always)

Now it's so clear, I need you here always

So Sick - Ne Yo

Mmm mmm, yeah
Doo doo, doo doo doo, doo doo doo
Oh yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
'Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone

And I know it makes no sense
'Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore

(It's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(Can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this, yeah

(Enough is enough)
No more walkin' round
With my head down
(Yeah)
I'm so over being blue
Cryin' over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calendar I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary

I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

'Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
She was still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(Why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
She was still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(Why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin'
You were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(Why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

One In A Million - Ne Yo

Jetsetter

Gogetter

Nothing better.

Call me Mr. been there done that

Top model chick to your every day hood rat

Less than all but more than a few

But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world

Done a little bit of everything

Little bit of everywhere

With a little bit of everyone

All the girls I've been with

Things I've seen it takes much to impress

But sure enough your glow it makes your soul stand out from all the rest, baby.

I could be in love

But I just don't know (don't know, girl)

Baby one thing is for certain

Whatever you do is working

Other girls don't matter

In your presence can't do what you do

There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million

You are

Baby you're the best I ever had

Best I ever had

And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl

You don't give a damn about the loot

Talking about I can't do for you

But you can do for yourself

Even though that ain't so

Baby cause my dough don't know how to end

But that independent thing I'm with it

All we do is win baby

I could be in love

But I just don't know (don't know, girl)

Baby one thing is for certain

Whatever you do is working

Other girls don't matter

In your presence can't do what you do

There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million

You are

Baby you're the best I ever had

Best I ever had

And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this

Girl you're so one in a million

You are

Baby you're the best I ever had

Best I ever had

And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this

Diamond girl,

Only one in the world,

Just one of a kind,

She mine.

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be

A future baby

Baby you're one of a kind

That means that you're the only one for me

Only one for me

Baby (girl) you're so one in a million

You are

Baby you're the best I ever had

Best I ever had

And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this

Girl you're so one in a million

You are

Baby you're the best I ever had

Best I ever had

And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this

Easy - Ne Yo

Oooh hooOOooo ....yeah

I kept the flowers, the candy, the letter that you wrote to me
and I laughed a long time
as it all went up in smokes
It was funny

[bridge]
See I don't care
No I don't care
'Cause you don't care
So I don't care anymoreee

[chorus]
It was eaaaaaaa-sy
easy to love me
But you didn't even want to try
So it was eeasssss-sy
easy to leave you
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye

I got all your messages on my phone
and the texts as well
I will be changing my number tomorrow
and my email

[bridge]
Because I don't care ( don't matter what you try to say )
No I don't care ( don't you realise it's too late )
'Cause you didn't care a thing , so why should I care now
See around

[chorus]
It was eaaaaaaa-sy
Easy to love me
But you didn't even want to try ( didn't even want to try )
So it was eeasssss-sy ( easy )
Easy to leave you ( leave you )
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye

Said i remember
How much i cried (mmm..)
Inside a part of me died
Oh..Unfortunately for you
It was the part of me that gave a damn about your lie
Shoulda been easy ...ooh..
Easy to love me .. oh...
Ohh! should've been easy

[chorus]
It was eaaaaaaa-sy
Easy to love me ( to love me )
But you didn't even want to try ( you didn't even want to try )
So it was eeasssss-sy ( easy )
Easy to leave you ( to leave you )
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Should've been easy
Should've been easy
Should've been easy
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Should've been easy
Should've been easy
Should've been easy
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye...

Because Of You - Ne Yo

Want to but I can't help it, I love the way you feel
Just got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don't
Tell myself I'll stop every day knowing that I won't

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it

And I know this much is true
Baby you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you I can barely move
But I like it and it's all because of you

(All because of you)
And it's all because of you
(All because of you)
And it's all because of you
(All because of you)
And it's all because
Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug

Think of it every second, I can get nothing done
Only concern is the next time I'm gon' get me some
Know I should stay away from 'cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession won't let me leave

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it
I?m taken by the thought of it

And I know this much is true
Baby you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you I can barely move
But I like it and it's all because of you

(All because of you)
And it's all because of you
(All because of you)
And it's all because of you
(All because of you)
And it's all because
Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug

Ain't no doubt, so strung out
Ain't no doubt, so strung out
Over you, over you, over you

Because of you
And it's all because of you
Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug
She's the sweetest drug

Mirror Mirror - M2M

Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me

Why don't I like the girl I see
The one who's standing right in front of me
Why don't I think before I speak
I should have listened to that voice inside me
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
To say the kind of things I said last night

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me

Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see

Why did I let you walk away
When all I had to do was say I'm sorry
I let my pride get in the way
And in the heat of the moment I was to blame
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
Now in the cold light of the day I realize

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me

If only wishes could be dreams
And all my dreams could come true
There would be two of us standing here in front of you
If you could show me that someone that I used to be
Bring back my baby, my baby to me

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me

Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me
Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me

I'm In Love - Ne Yo

No tears, no tears no more, I'm done cryin' now
No pain no pain, said I found another way
No games, not like before, not up here on this cloud
No time for yesterday,
Let me explain

I got a new woman, lovin' me in every way that she can,
All she wanna be is part of my plan,
Safe to say that I’m in a better way, a better way hey

Got a new woman loves to walk around just holdin' my hand
Cupid must have found us lovin' like that
Lovin' this woman

Does anybody understand
That I’m in love (love love)
And I think I found the real thing (real love)
Kind of love to make your heart say (love love)
You got me singin' lalalalala

Said I’m in love (love love)
And I think I found the real thing (real love)
Kind of love to make your heart say (love love)
You got me singin' lalalalalalalala

No stress, no fuss, no fight
When I’m in her arms
No time no day no night (no nothin' better no)
So much more than okay, life is made of this
No her, no me, no way
Let me explain

Got a new woman, lovin' me in every way
That she can, all she wanna be is
Part of my plan, safe to say that I’m in a better way
A better way

Got a new woman loves to walk around just holdin' my hand
Cupid must have found us lovin' like that
Lovin' this woman

Does anybody understand
That I’m in love (love love)
And I think I found the real thing (real love)
Kind of love to make your heart say (love love)
You got me singin' lalalalala

Said I’m in love (love love)
And I think I found the real thing (real love)
Kind of love to make your heart say (love love)
You got me singin' lalalalalalala

I want the whole damn world to know
Sure as the wind blows
Carry the message, far as it can go
Man I’m in love
Sometime my way is close
There's nothin' that can hold back this feeling
True lovin' in which we're dealin' baby
I-I-I-I’m in love, I-I-I-I’m in love

Does anybody understand I’m in love
And I think I found the real thing (real love)
Kind of love to make your heart say (love love)
You got me singin' lalalalalala

I'm in love
And I think I found the real thing (real love)
Kind of love to make your heart say (love love)
You got me singin' lalalalalalala

Lalalalala I’m in love

Summer's Not Hot - Selena Gomez

Its summer!

The heat is blazing like the 4th of July

I got the air con' on and its blasting on high

So just grab something cool and jump in your ride

Pick up everybody I'll be waiting outside

Woah-oh!

The summer's not hot without you

I hope I get to see ya

Woah-oh-oh!

The summer won't start without you

The temperature is 99

And I can get much hotter

So come on over Romeo

And vamos a la playa

Woah-oh-oh!

The summer's not hot

The summer won't start without you

The summer's not hot

The summer's not hot till you show up

The summer's not hot

The summer's not hot till you show up

Till you, till you show up, show up

It s summer!

You're the reason that I jumped in the pool

'Cause you're so hot that I gotta get cooled off

And all your friends will bring 'em along

Hurry up and meet me there's a party going on

Woah-oh!

The summer's not hot without you

I hope I get to see ya

Woah-oh-oh!

The summer won't start without you

The temperature is 99

And I can get much hotter

So come on over Romeo

And vamos a la playa

Woah-oh-oh!

The summer's not hot

The summer won't start without you

Did you show up?

Did you show up?

Did you show up?

Did you show up?

And my heart it is freezing

I am wearing a bikini

And I know the sun is beating down

Where ever you may be

The summer's not hot, too me

The summer's not hot, too me

The summer's not hot, too me

Till you show up

The summer's not hot

The summer's not hot till you show up

The summer's not hot

Till you, till you show, show, show up

Woah-oh!

The summer's not hot without you

I hope I get to see ya

Woah-oh-oh!

The summer won't start without you

The temperature is 99

And I can get much hotter

So come on over Romeo

And vamos a la playa

Woah-oh-oh!

The summer's not hot

The summer won't start without you

The summer's not hot, too me

The summer's not hot, too me

No matter what the temperature is

The summer's not hot, too me

The summer's not hot, too me

No matter what the temperature is

Mean - Taylor Swift

You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I'm wounded
You, pickin' on the weaker man

Well, you can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don't already see them
I'll walk with my head down trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I'll bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now 'cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion but nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing

But all you are is mean
All you are is mean and a liar and pathetic and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

Mad - Ne Yo

She's starin' at me
I'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin'
Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'
And now it?s I'm yellin' over her, she yellin' over me
All that that means is neither of us is listening

And what's even worse?
That we don't even remember why we?re fighting
So both of us are mad for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothin', crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won?t let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

And it gets me upset
Girl when you?re constantly accusing
Askin' questions like you already know
We're fighting this war
Baby when both of us are losing
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go

Whoa, what happened to workin' it out?
We've fall into this placeA
Where you ain't backin' down and I ain't backin' down
So what the hell do we do now?
It's all for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothing, crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won?t let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
Perfect, perfect, oh oh
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything?s all right between us
Before we go to sleep
Baby, we're gonna be happy, oh

Baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

Pretty Boy - M2M

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall

You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

[BRIDGE]
Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

Happy 66th Birthday Indonesia !!

Today is 17th August.. it means that today is the independence day of my lovely country, Indonesia! i just hope the best for Indonesia.. hope my country can be the best country in the world! no more pain and no more tears in Indonesia... Happy Independence Day!!

My Imagine Ideal School :D

                My school is a pretty big building. It is a girls’ school. It looks like a beautiful dormitory made of cloud and gold. It has many rooms in it, maybe about 20 rooms  and each room has 4 girls. So the total of all the students maybe about 80 students.  The school has 6 floors. The first floor is the lobby and the big beautiful flower garden. In the garden there is a small pond with many type of flower and park benches. The second floor has classrooms. It has many kind of class. There are 4 regular classrooms, cooking class, music class, dancing class, drawing class, history class, science class, english class, mandarin class, france class  and many more. The third floor has the dining room, library, computer room, laboratory and 10 bedrooms. The fourth floor has 10 bedrooms, and the teacher’s bedrooms. The fifth floor has a big swimming pool, fitness room, and a big auditorium.  The sixth floor is an outdoor room. We can see the beautiful view from there. It’s so amazing.

            The location of my school is strategic enough. It’s located near the mall. It just take about 10 until 15 minutes to reach the mall. This condition make us easily to go shopping and hang out together when the weekend comes. Beside that, we also easily to get our daily needs. My school also near the market so the chef from my school can easily get supplies for our meals. It just take about 5 minutes to get there.

            The students in my school can get they life freely. We don’t need to wear schools uniform. We can use our own clothes but it must be polite. We just use our school uniform for the special events. Our school has 2 types of uniform. The first type is a beautiful dress. We can choose our favorite colour for that dress and the second one is a light blue shirt with pink short skirt. We must wear long stocking and high heels here. It’s feel like we are princess here.

            Same with the other school, we just study from Monday to Friday. The school starts at 8 am till 3 pm everyday. We also have schedule for our subject. There are many lesson we learn here. Our daily subject located in regular classroom but the other lesson has their own room. Some of the daily lesson are mathematics, physics, chemistry, biology, social study, religion, and many more. The other lessons that have their own room are cooking, drawing, dancing, singing, science, languages and many more. Each regular class has 20 students and a home room teacher. Each lesson has two teacher. In this school, we don’t have a daily test, we just have practical exam. It’s more easier than theory test. But, my school has the most special lesson. It is princess lesson. This lesson is different fom the other lesson. This lesson teaches us how to be a good girl who has attitude like a princess in the kingdom and it’s so exciting!

After 3 pm, we sometimes have an after school activities. Every students must choose one of them. We can choose our favorite lesson here. There are France class, Germany class, design class, Science club, and many other. We all enjoy doing that. At the weekend, we can spend our time freely. We can play all day, go hang out with friends, swimming, and many more activities we can do at the weekend.

That’s all a little about my ideal school. I wish it can be true in real life. It will be so amazing!

           

               

Love Story

the closest thing to the youth of today are dating. Dating is sometimes pleasant but sometimes painful. At first all seemed so beautiful but in the end all hurt so much. I will share my story about the love story.

 
Initially me and he did not get too close. friend of our friend who made ​​us become closer. Past I like his friend and so was he liked my best friend. Every time I'm online facebook and happened to him too, he asked me to talk and I talk with him. In addition we also talk every day via blackberry messenger. We talked every day for about four months. gradually we became closer to each other. Taste began to develop in myself. Excitement every time I met him, saw him, talked with him, and also a sense of emptiness without her presence in my blackberry messenger. I realized I began to forget his friend and loved him. Precisely on 23 February we began a relationship. At first it all seemed fun but somehow it seems every day we have to go through a lot of problems. Our relationship did not last long. only about 3 weeks. I feel disappointed and very sad. I am very love him, but differ with him. even though we had parted but it is possible for us to be friends. We're back to being friends but not harmonious as ever.

2 months after that he gets a new girlfriend. exactly one day before his birthday. When you know it, honestly I was very sad because I still keep my sense of love towards him but now it is also possible to get it back. he's so fond of his girlfriend. different as he did against me. I can only lament the fate of losing him. Once when I talked to him he admitted that once he was threatened by my friends for dating me. I was very surprised. Obviously a different attitude. I could only forgive him even though it is very hard. Now I can only feel the pain seen with his girlfriend.

and that's about my first love story with the sad ending...